We were considering building a new home, but decided to put off building for at least a year because of the economy. Instead, we’re talking about the possibility of new furniture. We went out to look at sofas after work today, but the furniture trip wasn’t very successful.
We’re not in agreement on style and color, and it’s such a big purchase that I can’t really justify it if we don’t agree. We decided to table the discussion, at least until the weekend. Besides, I feel like most financial decisions should be put on hold until at least after the election, and probably until the New Year.
I didn’t get to go out looking for fall color to photograph, making yet another thing that isn’t moving forward. I found this picture from my summer gardening photographic experiments. The color is so fresh and vibrant, and the veining reminds me of lace.

Petunia close-up
Once Liesl’s off the needles, maybe I should start something other than Gnarled Oakwoods. Something circular, organic, and vibrant pink. Something in raving denial of fall.
Maybe I should just celebrate what is, even if what is seems like eternal changeless sameness. Like the mountain or the ocean. Stasis
Except it never really is eternal or unchanging. Not even the mountain or the ocean. It’s little more than the pause at the bottom of a deep breath.